Mother I am please to inform you that I longer own a mirror; I feel that I am in the right track to lose my reflection, to forget it and just to be one and wholly. My dearest queen it would be deceit not to tell however, that I still find my self searching for the glint of my vanity. Yet another burden has arrived something I did not foresee in what is this eternal search. Now I've began to wonder if it was not my curiosity that was the cause of all this evils. Sweet queen forgive me for I have mined into the chambers of your soul. And with all fervor that I possess for thy virtuous body that you find the penitence of this task worthy of the redemption of thy consuming eyes.